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kayshasiemens · 6 months ago

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Rising from the dead to share this painting and then disappear again

I have spent over 90 hours of my life on this thing because I have had the brain rot for the last 2 years of my life (almost 20 if you count when I first read the comics) and it had to express itself somehow

Hope this dramatic bitch feels appreciated

(A Dream of Morpheus, handmade egg tempera on panel, 12x18 inches...if by any chance you'll be at SDCC or Gen Con, I'll be at booth 934/936 at the first one and Art Show #13 at the second one - come see the original, maybe get a print, or just yell/cry about Sandman with me?)

And here, have some more details - I had fun combining some favorite elements from both the comic and the show ♡

#sandman #morpheus #dream of the endless #egg tempera #traditional art #do I tag all the little guys?#that seems clunky #anyway obviously lucienne was gonna be in there because what a glow-up #and jessamy bc we stan #and my potato blorbo the corinthian #and my love hoberto #I liked him already from the comic and then immaculate casting happened #dark haired desire because I'm old enough to get the nagel reference #and show!death because 1 I like her and 2 I started this way before The News but I feel like I made a good choice #bc stepping away from Girls Neil Thinks Are Hot can't be a bad thing rn #not that it's the girls who need to be stepped away from but you get me #heavyhanded shakespeare metaphor: the painting

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fisherrprince · 3 months ago

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Instead of writing a fanfic like a normal person this oneshot turned into two separate, contextless things,

#sorry it’s how my brain works (sometimes can only see things in terms of tv scene-)#tumblr exclusive video fancy…#dcmk #my art #(quietly coughing and spluttering) OK alright I can feel the creative brain explosion slowing down. geez #coughs.#nyways. weird that there hasn’t really been a main case where poison is involved in a certain way #If I watch my own scribbled boards for too long im gonna get too embarrassed to post. Send post #Subarus hair is still infuriating by the way like take that off your normal hair is easier. The beanie is easier #you like Have to have the side corners on this haircut or it doesn’t look right #anyways. shiho ptsd moments I think she kind of gets irritated that shinichi doesn’t react the same so when he does she gets like #weirded out and vindicated and a little protective. Like woah wait. Love that you understand me rn don’t like that you feel bad I am going…#to…………. ssssssssssit here about it…………………………….. uhhhh. do you want. a rubix cube to get your mind off it #I don’t want to talk about my feelings I just want you to get it. you don’t wanna talk about your feelings either which is……………. Hmmmmmm #I like her. love of my life miyano shiho #masumi sera #conan edogawa #ai haibara #akai shuichi #let conan swear. HE SWEARS A LOT BUT LET HIM SWEAR IN ENGLISH I KNOW HE KNOWS THEM #man needs his emotional support akai family they like him #rigorous trials to being approved by the akai matriarch but everyone else likes him already and have already picked him up multiple times #and shuichi would let him swear

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bunnyboy-juice · 6 months ago

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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evie-doesnt-write · 2 months ago

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I feel because of Jinx and Viktor’s popularity in fandom (having some of the most annoying fans in Arcane fandom) and the attention they receive in the show itself, people forget/don’t realise how bad they were done by the writers in s2

#saying this as someone who had thought jayce was reasonable for killing viktor in s2 #the way they stripped all nuance from viktor’s actions and made jayce 100% right and the arcane/glorious evolution instead of highly flawed #and morally dubious/neutral #into just bad and wrong(tm)#was weird. it was weird.#i don’t want to compare to league because i do think adaptations should be judged on themselves for the most part #and i’m not too familiar.#but i think the ending should have been left open. like let piltover and zaun still be at war and the characters finding their place in that #also escalation from misguidedly transforming unwitting but willing people to viktor just deciding to turn everyone into an emotionless robo #was weird too #someone smarter than me do a deep dive idek #everyone became a centrist when faced with the true enemy; extremist zaunite (but like not even for zaun)#its not that i wanted viktor to be innocent. his actions in act 2 were morally dubious and he was destined to become darker and more extreme #but the way they did it was weird #and the way they resolved his character. it just feel so half-assed if you look past how emotionally charged and beautiful it was #do not even get me started on jinx… the ‘jinx is alive’ theory better be real because that’s the only way to salvage her character #but like i think they handled her character terribly for all of act 3 #i think ekko and mel were done dirty in the way characters like lucas in st were. but i won’t get into that rn #jayce and vi also kinda felt reduced to their relationships…#arcane s2 act 3 #arcane critical #arcane criticism #arcane #arcane season 2 #arcane s2 #viktor arcane #viktor #jinx arcane #jinx

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aardvaark · 9 months ago

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i was thinking about how i wished leverage had a birthday episode for some of the characters cause that would be sweet, but then i realised something and basically…. okay here’s my thoughts in quotes form, just for fun

hardison: so when’s your birthday? i could plan something for us and the team to do and-

parker: i dont know

hardison: you don’t know… your own birthday?

parker: no, how would i know? pshh, cmon, you’re telling me you remember EXACTLY when you were born? watch this - hey, eliot, do you know your exact birth date?

eliot, innocently passing by, who was canonically anonymously dropped off at a hospital as an infant: no, how would i know?

parker: that’s what i said!

hardison: excuse me?? what is going on right now

sophie, walking into the apartment: whats wrong?

hardison: parker and eliot- well, okay, when’s your birthday? i just have to prove something.

sophie: …….july 12th

hardison: why did you pause? wait, is that your birthday or sophie devereaux’s birthday?

sophie: ………… (guilty silence)

parker: see, no one knows their real birthday! haha you’re so weird sometimes, hardison

hardison:

hardison: what the fuck guys

#leverageposting #wren speaks #leverage #parker leverage #alec hardison #nate knows his birthday i guess so i didn’t include him. if he was watching the whole time he would probably say ‘idk’ to mess w hardison #they’re having this convo in nate’s apartment but it’s like 3am & he’s asleep & they’ve all broken in to hang out #parker doesn’t know either bc of her ridiculously neglectful foster parents or bc she’s parker & her priorities are simply different to most #people. her birthday is irrelevant to thievery. and sadly probably not related to fun happy memories anyway.#sophie obviously is a good enough grifter to answer confidently but she feels a little bad abt lying to her family by now #meanwhile hardison had a normal foster nana who would have known his bday. most kids aren’t safe-surrendered like eliot so assumably #hardison would have a known bday. and he likes birthdays!#and he wants to throw parker a little party even if it’s a very unconventional parker bday that involves rappelling & jumping off buildings #but he is once again thwarted by the leverage team members having the strangest possible lives #he IS gonna give them each birthday parties tho. even if he has to make up some dates & stuff #sophie’s can be the fake date she gives if that’s what she rlly wants. nate’s real birthday is on file somewhere even if he’s being annoying #rn so hardison just has to do some basic hacking. eliot would have an approximate bday such as the day he was surrendered that his parents #would have celebrated throughout childhood. and parker’s would be april 1st bc that’s alice whites bday (and YOURE ALICE!!!)#as in it’s canonically in the online info abt alice white shown in the juror no.6 job & obvs that’s april fools so it’s funny :)#and hardison has a NORMAL bday unlike SOME ppl and yes he DOES expect presents you heathens!!

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cairos-wing · 2 months ago

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Runt is the younger sister Troy needed and Troy is the hypeman Runt needed send tweet

(Also I have a new HC that the Overseer couldn’t see Blink’s face through the cog mask thing but could see wing tips and chin and kinda assumed Blink looked like Wolverine Hugh Jackman and they were totally gonna co-ordinate something less formal the moment “the right hand” was done hunting down the Inventor)

#runt has a huge family right #she doesnt need a brother figure #but she does need someone who sees her as something more than a kid #and someone who genuinely believes in her and has the ability to kind of Get It #because I dont think Uncle Threestrings really Gets It #and Troy clearly doesnt have a good homelife #at least its implied that things are Not Good with his Dad rn #so he needs that good familial figure in his life #which he gets in the form of Runt leaping on his back and punching him to get his attention #he doesnt need another yes guy or another person who will see him as nothing more than the Lougferd kid #and although Blink also doesnt see him that #way #Blink doesnt have the same reckless abandon Runt #does #hes giving up his spare uniform for her and buying her fake IDs and they bully Blink together and do dumb sibling shit #Runt gets someone who believes in her and Troy gets someone that kinda evokes that softer feeling with him #and doesnt make him dumbassery feel so bad but instead it feels fun #or something #anyway Blink and the Overseer totally had something in a different universe #someone write me a crack fic of their romance thanks #jrwi podcast #jrwi #jrwi wonderlust #jrwi show #just roll with it wonderlust #wonderlust troy #runt wonderlust #just roll with it

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dollypopup · 3 months ago

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hm. idk, maybe the reason Luke Newton isn't announcing new projects or posting any Bridgerton content is because some of you demons treated him like hot trash instead of a creative that you wanted more work from and he decided fuck it, this isn't worth the stress. you know, like a lot of creatives who get mistreated do?

like this is a man who went from couch surfing in a friend's house and bartending to make ends meet, deciding that the Bridgerton audition was the last one he'd do before he quit, to suddenly being recognized on the street because that last audition propelled him to star in a global show where fans who have zero media comprehension blamed him for his character's actions and literally stalked him at any hotel he happens to stay at. he went from being a dude doing musical theatre and shopping at thrift stores and recording random songs with friends and posting silly memes on Twitter to being harassed on his only social media page and his friends insulted and his partners bullied by his supposed 'fans' and anything he posts being so microanalyzed that he can't do a damn thing without someone coming out the woodwork screaming about how he's the WORST and won't he think of the FANS!?

like damn he can't have a girlfriend without being harassed, he can't travel without being harassed, he can't like or not like social media posts without being harassed, he can't post a fucking MEME without being harassed, he can't take a vacation or cut his hair or hold someone's hand or just live his life without being blamed for some bullshit or another. but yeah, okay, 'when will Luke Newton come back?' as if it isn't your fault he's AWOL now

#luke newton #colin bridgerton #polin #lukola #bridgerton #bridgerton has a bullying problem- from kanthony fans to benophie (i see y'all with your anti blogs and your mean opinions) to polin #y'all lukolas say you're fans but most of you are the ones microanalyzing and feeling entitlement to this dude #and you know what?#jakola #because y'all straight up sip the hateraid and lbsr rn and call a spade a spade: you don't know this jack (jake? idk and idc) dude #you don't care about his achievements and aren't fans of his 'work'#you just want your stand-in avatar nic to have male attention as if male validation is the end all be all of a woman's success #and you see luke as the stand in for all the men who hurt you in the past but like he is literally not doing anything and y'all will be mad #and project that he somehow hurt nic as well by 'rejecting' her for his girlfriend who you hate because lbr she's conventionally attractive #when NICOLA Is conventionally attractive TOO ffs #how dare y'all make me step up to bat for a white man this way #leave him alone #aren't you exhausted?#'he didn't like xyz social media post and his girlfriend gives me the ick and he's not posting and appeasing me and blahblahblah' shut up #like y'all shut down at someone so much as raising their voice at you or posting some mild criticism for your bad takes #but you expect a man who has openly revealed his ADHD and anxiety to be the punching bag for all your vitriol #because he's not living his life in a way YOU approve of? like who are YOU to dictate how someone does and does not exist on this earth?#do some soul searching #do i love Luke's acting and want more of it and for him to star in everything i wanna watch? of course #but rn i'm gently cradling his face going 'baby you should RUN' because y'all are the PITS #YOU are the problem #one day y'all will realize that

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lemongogo · 3 months ago

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#hi im j here 2 talk . saw this cow yday so i drew her and now u get 2 say hi #but omffgg my gd i dont know if any of u relate but i feel like my ability to socialize w others #specifically online and speciifically in interest-circles has gotten so much harder for no reason whatsoever #like im just becoming more self conscious ab how i portray myself and its so weird bc like . LIKEE I DONT KNOW like . ok #people r super njce . always super nice and reach out to me and talk w me or i reach out first and they respond and r soo sweet #and something happens in my brain where like . i feel like im suddenly like . inserting myself where i dont belong (not true) but why am i #the bus driver all of a sudden . in all of these situations . me when i just show up like hey #i think i j feel annoying >__< . and i dont want to bother other people but said people r literally never bothered ykwim like Will Reach Out #and im the one that pulls back but 4 no reason . i cant even think ab why i do that .why am i doing this 🧨#so many ppl i want to genuinely befriend in all of these spaces but im self sabotaging soo frwaking bad #literally rn thinking of some dms i left on read bc i panicked or mutuals ive talked w before who im nervous 2 be familiar w . hrmm #anyways . i kind of wish i had the ability 2 just talk to new people and not actually gaf ab the outcome #HELPP .. early tmblr or wcf or devart where u have thirty million friends 2 now where u r too scared 2 say hi to an almost friend .#me problem though . if not alr clear HEJAHHAAHA i think part of my reluctance also stems from the fact that i know i get this way #and so i dont want 2 rope someone else into that insecurity so i try to keep it at an arms length until i fix it #but i think i also know its a longer & more introspective thing to work on so i do need to just try anyways

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soulmvtes · 30 days ago

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i feel the closest i have ever felt to myself and that is the reason why i know things will feel better soon

#this year feels a lot like a culmination of me doing the work so that my future self can be happier and have a healthier relationship to her #self and the world #thinking about my younger self a lot recently and how she had to just stop being herself bc things felt so bad and how its been years since #ive gotten out of the environmnent and headspace etc but only now am i feeling safe enough to be myself #things are hard rn but i know it will mean something soon #diary #tiyas thoughts

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kumatm · 1 year ago

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Tumble should also know that I’ve got a girlfriend and I love her very much

#do not fucking tell her that I’m up rn bc I’m always getting onto her about staying up late #anyways its 2am and I love her very much #I have a hard time articulating how I feel and it’s my business not yours #BUT #she’s so sweet and funny and gets me in a way that no one I’ve every met in my entire life has #it’s as though we were made in the same mold by different chefs #anywayyyssssss I want to kiss her so bad it’s making me actually I’ll #explodes and tries to go to sleep (failing)#ily Wiitty

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greyedian · 2 months ago

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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.

#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom #or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on #completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes #and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective #bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling #seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot #whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback #to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea #also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real #aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head #also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol #like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all #same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now #in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around #and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to #isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters #they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me #also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus #but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn #also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol #it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things #i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me #it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was #let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl #obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway #arcane spoilers

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oceanwithouthermoon · 9 months ago

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long as fuck nails always painted with at least a clear coat club:

saiki kusuo

teruhashi kokomi

kaido shun

saiko metori

imu rifuta

nail biters club:

kuboyasu aren

yumehara chiyo

arisu makino

suzumiya hii

nendo riki

aiura mikoto (with fake nails over top)

(formerly) kaido shun

(formerly) toritsuka reita

(formerly) akechi touma

normal short nails 🙄:

hairo kineshi

mera chisato

satou hiroshi

toritsuka reita

akechi touma

#idk why i made this its just funny to me #i was just looking at how long my nails are rn and this came to mind #i think akechi bit his nails as a kid and then learned how much bacteria is there and snapped out of it so quick #ur gonna have to trust me on aiura cuz i just know.#she has to constantly resist the urge to bite off her press-ons but theyre a little tougher than normal nails so she still chews on em a li #kaido used to bite his nails BAD but he broke the habit a while after he started painting them #cuz swallowing nail polish constantly is really annoying and gross and DEFINITELY wasnt making him choke or anything noo shhh #im not rlly sure of my reasoning with toritsuka.. i just know #i couldn't decide for kusuke tbh cuz i feel like he just doesnt give a shit #but for him does that mean he would just let them grow out forever or that he would just bite them tf off ?#he would probably need short nails for all the hand work he does though so #maybe he maintains them normally but only for that reason #we all know he doesnt take care of himself so he wouldnt do it if he didnt need to #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post

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itsyouch · 9 months ago

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no because I regret EVEN saying that I hate tex as a joke. This scene hurt man....

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loki-ioki · 1 year ago

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Sunset Shimmer scribble.

#i feel mentally bad rn so have this scribble. i don't wanna do anything else rn #i'll draw her better at some point but i think she should be an alicorn. and also not in the human world anymore.#all the black markings/her 2nd pair of horns are from the demon event #mlp #my little pony #my litte pony friendship is magic #sunset shimmer #loki's art

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ianthesmells · 2 months ago

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the fandomization of mouthwashing really watering it down tbh LOL seeing a game that focuses on like, rape culture and how women are dismissed, and then seeing people drawing chibi jimmy, anya/curly uwu fluff, or like random crossovers with characters in the mouthwashing scenario just to put a guy in bandages and forget that the story is about a rape… and then the added psychic damage of the constant rape discussions because of the US election being followed by Hot Anime Boy Curly on my feed… its rough out here yall

#i dont even think this game was THAT good #but bc its popular rn i keep seeing stuff of it that irritates me LOL #can not stand curly/anya as a ship like #yall want a ship from this game SO bad #and they dont even make it like. problematic or anything #its just like curly comforting anya as if he helped her at all the whole game #as if it wasnt a major theme that he did Nothing #i understand drawing shitposts for serious medas cause i do it but like #something about it with mouthwashing feels particularly shallow and . ironically . dismissive #i dont like to participate in discoursw rly or publicly post abt fandom things #cause i like to let people enjoy stuff even if i think its stupid…#HOWEVER. its my blog n if i wanna complain then i will <3 #mouthwashing #number 1 curly hater #mostly bc people universally think jimmy is the bad guy #but many overlook curly’s part in this story and are just like #yaaaay hot blonde man (:#sheesh!

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camelspit · 1 year ago

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uhh very quick alternate graphic novel clothing design ideas for sophie.

@skylilac @callas-pancake-tree @arson-anarchy-death @steal-nightmares-leave-dreams @neverseen-nevermore @abubble125 @purplesoup-lad-le @gay-otlc @thefoxysnake @keeper-of-the-lost-dadwin @ravs6709 @did-i-say-you-could-get-up @kamikothe1and0nly @that-glasses-dog @presidentroarie @even-if-in-another-time @nyxpixels @slozhnos @katniss-elizabeth-chase @sofia-not-sophie @moontoastt @lemon-girl-in-devil-town @three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat @purpleunicycle @just-a-honey-badger @loverofallthingssmart @antisocialdork @tamsong @cutebisexualmess

#these arent very well thought out but still! not that ugly!#i do kind of get the gn artist now though #she wants to blend into the background and she has little to no experience with elven clothes #she doesnt like fancy things but she also has a certain weird girl charm that needs to be kept #all while keeping things simple enough to draw over and over #overall i dont think mine are bad but! would def have to go through more drafts that i dont feel like doing rn #im guessing the bird dress from the last scene in the book #and the weird greenish orangish dress from everglen #came from the desire to make her a bit weird and out of place #this girl wears gray her whole life! shes suddenly tossed in a world of bright colors and fancy clothes!#ofc shes struggling #i think dellas really the one to blame. for buying her those outfits in the first place.#kotlc #kotlc fanart #sophie foster

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